Hop along, Cassidy.
This post is from 12/20/2016:
You know when you are trudging along.....like everything is OK? Until it is not?
Nope, I am not ok. I don't feel good. I don't feel like myself. I am certainly not happy or joyful, productive or doing anything meaningful. In fact, what is my life worth? Right now, it feels like nothing. I am taking space on the planet, breathing air better left for more deserving people. Yes, this is how I feel.
I want help because I don't like myself. I don't want to be around myself and I can see why others don't want to be around me too. I am not pleasant at the moment, I am not motivated and the thing is....I don't care. Complacency.
OH, there is so much more, but signing off for now because I am tired.
You know when you are trudging along.....like everything is OK? Until it is not?
Nope, I am not ok. I don't feel good. I don't feel like myself. I am certainly not happy or joyful, productive or doing anything meaningful. In fact, what is my life worth? Right now, it feels like nothing. I am taking space on the planet, breathing air better left for more deserving people. Yes, this is how I feel.
I want help because I don't like myself. I don't want to be around myself and I can see why others don't want to be around me too. I am not pleasant at the moment, I am not motivated and the thing is....I don't care. Complacency.
OH, there is so much more, but signing off for now because I am tired.
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